It's been almost two weeks since I returned home in the blink of an eye. Fortunately, there hasn't been any positive cases so far, but it feels like it's only a matter of time.
After I left, the dormitory floor was sealed off. My roommates and friends in the same group all tested positive. Then the senior brother in the lab told me that everyone had tested positive. Recently, I have been receiving news that students and friends from other places have also tested positive.
Sigh, I hope everyone can protect themselves first. But it's difficult at this stage. If you test positive, rest well and relax.
First Love
Before returning home, I received a recommendation from my friend San San. After coming back, my emotions were not very stable, so I watched this drama. This week, I listened to and talked about this drama for eight minutes. Dao Chang said it's really cheesy, but it's really good.
The camera shots are really beautiful, and I like that warm color tone.
The drama has many contrasts, the youth group, the adult group, Mochizuki and Hime, Mochizuki's sister's marriage, Noguchi and Ei's marriage with amnesia, their parents' marriage, Ei's son and Komori's poetry... There are too many comparisons in the drama, many of which are familiar to us, but they still manage to move us when we watch them.
The main characters go from love at first sight to experiencing amnesia and other (cheesy) events, but they can still be together. It makes me marvel at the beauty of love and think about various aspects of reality. Reality is also beautiful, but not entirely...
I feel more sorry for Mochizuki's fiancée. You might say that they had a good and complete experience for a while, and they "calmly" broke up in the end, which is good, yes, that's right...
It seems like after watching this drama, I feel a mix of bitterness and joy.
Maybe it's related to my recent experiences, which makes me think a lot. I'm still actively digesting my emotions, and a month has passed when I glance at the time in the lower right corner.
Graduate Entrance Exam
Today is Christmas Eve, and it's time for the graduate entrance exam again. Fragments of last year's days come to mind, memorizing Xiaosi, unable to solve math proof questions, social science reading questions...
I remember that on this day last year, I took a classmate's car early in the morning, arrived at Yangzhou University and lined up to enter the school, then lined up to enter the exam room. During the English exam, I dozed off halfway because it was too warm, but fortunately I felt good after the exam. The next day, I was completely confused during the math exam, but I persisted and finished the afternoon professional course. I had already started preparing for the second battle.
A year has passed, and there are still many regrets for not doing things well, leading to the current situation where I haven't reconciled with myself. I can't say I regret it.
Maybe it's because I still have friends, and the younger students I know are taking the graduate entrance exam. I'm also nervous on this day, or maybe it's because I have regrets and I'm afraid of making choices again...
The college entrance exam has been five years ago, and it has become more distant. I don't have such deep feelings about it anymore. It has only been a year since the graduate entrance exam, and it has determined my next three years, or even longer. So I pay special attention to its significance.
I still need to do more, maintain a mindset of exploring the unknown, and savor the meaning later. I hope the same for everyone.
Labeling Myself
I copied it from Tata, and just directly brought it in. Fortunately, it worked!
When I saw that Tata open-sourced his blog theme, I really wanted to use that theme when I first encountered blog themes in June. It's a simple and beautiful Hugo theme. When I saw it was open-sourced, I wanted to switch back, but I decided to hold back for now.
This week, when I was writing notes, I envied the document search function on Stellar. I tried it and it's very accurate. Compared to Docsify, it can't search accurately, so the thought of switching back flashed through my mind, but I suppressed it.
Please see About.
🎄Merry Christmas
Although it's not our own holiday, people still need some days and moments to celebrate, be grateful for the past, and have hope for the future.
I plan to write about my own 2022 next week...
